Halloween night, the night of my favorite holiday, the night for scares, but the night I last saw you. You were in a black cat costume, and I was dressed as an angel.
We went to houses all night long, chatting what we'll do tomorrow. I remember on the way back to my home, we stopped at yours and we waved goodbye. The next morning, nobody was at your home. It was like you never existed.
Everyday I constantly remember you, but I can't vision you. In my dreams, when I think of you in any form, whether I imagine you, whether I turn around to see you, anything that makes me see you, the dream fades into an empty void. In the void, I can only see your eyes. Even if I can't quite tell, I know they're staring right at me.
Sometimes I look back, sometimes I just talk, and sometimes I wish to see more of you again. I want to see your face again, your smile again, but all I can see in my mind are those eyes.
When I take a step towards you, to hopefully this time see more of you again, the only thing I see is my room once more. I don't know why my mind tries to forget you, but I know I'll always remember you in some form, even if it's only in my dreams and nightmares.